knw i hv been mia for quite some-time..reason..LAZY...lol's...
sch started....1st dae of sch alreadi end at 7..wth can i expect man...=.=" 4-6 break...cause my leardership lect starts at 6=.=" in biz sch..and yup..lucky gt e rest pei mi awhile..b4 going for their own lectures for CDS at 5...wanted to crash french lecture de..bt in e end...omg...ppl crash it le..no space for mi to go and crash at all lo..damm sianx i tel u..hahax... so i solo/emo/sad go library lvl 2 e sofas there go read book for an hr b4 going for my lect... alot ppl sae leadership tough blah blah blah blah bt i find still ok ba...i still find e lectuer damm interesting.!!!>.< mi=")
then erm..yup..catched up wif my class mates alot..ok...most of us made it together..bt elfy,azim is gone..cause..they slacked too much..nw they are like refugee..no proper class..going to diff class in diff lessons..haha..they kept complaining to mi when i saw them..hahax..well..too bad??..work hard lor..duH~!..hahax..then yup...fun fun fun in class..ok la..nt reali..
cause i got to knw tis ting frm jesslyn...she told mi tt guan peng (tt jerk) sae tt he did nt go all e outings cause I NG JUN WEI IS GOING FOR E OUTINGS!!!...wth right...well..i reali dun like him..his working attitude and so on..everibodi knw it..he once bad mouthed mi lw zax dave and joel behind our back we shut our mouth liaox..never go complain to miss joanna tt he never come for our iiso grp meeting and involvement rate is like 20%...wth lor... then he sae tt.. i dunno i shld go and do some reflection or wt la...bt if i hate somebodi i dun hide it..tis is mi...is either frien or foe..simple as tt..tt is me..then i told jess..wa then nxt time our outing i dun go lor..let him go..and u knw wt she sae..OKIES..VERY GOOD....
well...when i heard tt..is like..my heart sank...nt cause of bgr tt kind..bt can u imagine..u willing to step up to be e organizer of all e shit in all e outing..event of ur class..u've done so much where nobodi wanna do..u gave ur time u gave ur attention u gave ur all for e outings..e b/d parties..suprises and so on and so forth..digging time out of my alreadi busy schedule...all i wan is for some1 to appericate me..for some1 to jux simply say a word of thank you...or jux show tt u enjoy..i'm pleased...i'm hapi le..bt to hear someting like tt...it is reali damm sad...OKIES VERY GOOD.... so all tis while..e outing i was a nuisence?..i was extra?..tinking tt i am e leader of e class..tinking tt i am e "ceo" of e class... it sucks man...FCUK IT LA!!!!...i am damm pissed and sad la... she herself was a organizer b4..for mi and yy b/d.. she knw hw hard it is to come out wif a b/d party itself.. she jux done 1..and she complained like shit..while i have been doing it for everi single person b/d la..everi single outing...even go where eat..even after sch go where slack..all i tink..esp b/d..need to tink of ways to give suprises..need to plan tis and tt..yet i got a OKIES VERI GOOD for mi nt going..
to hear it frm jess...it some wt hurt more..i alwax thought of her as a sister...although i alwax disturb her..although she alwax give mi extreme attitude..i swallowed it..i shutted my mouth...i did nt throw my temper i controlled it totally...and to hear it frm her..one of which whom i tink is a matured girl..whom is a veri kind and sweet lady..i am damm sad and i gt nth to sae.. her b/d is tommo..i am still going to organize it..bt i am nt going..tt is for sure.. i dun wan to go and spoilt her mood on tt veri day..her special day...better to make myself scare frm e b/d dinner e rest going to hv wif her..mainly cause i'm sad and disappointed..i knw i am emo-ing..bt after all those tt happen..who wont?..after all tt is happening in my life..who won't?..
e other reason is also..e couple is going...so i'm nt going..i dun wan go there and make tings awkard...
i am reali nt feeling good..i love tis class alot..reali reali alot..bt simply jux sometings hv to get mi back..e closer e person is to u...e greater amount of hurt they are able to dealt u wif... and i hv been dealt wif a heavy blow... life sucks... who cares???... cant believe it...
Behind every me is simply another me.....
Kazuki | 5:14 AM
Call.Me.Tigger.
Name: kazuki
Simple.... i love and care for those whom love and care for me...and also for those whom deserved to be loved and care.. i am a CHILD OF GOD...dun doubt it...lol's...eRm.. My Likes..veri little... Dislikes..ALOT.. I'm jux who i am...accept mi for being who i am..and be disappointed for who i'm nt..hahax~!!!
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new bag..
new shoes ..
new slipper..
new clothes..
new jeans ..
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