responsibilities will damage relationships....

maybe i tink too much..

maybe i nt sensitive enough..

maybe i'm a retard...

maybe i'm simply nt gd enough....

TO lead.....

sundae will be the day when i fly overseas.. to hai nan dao.. i was SO SO SO looking forward to it... but nt animore.... i dread flying there.... lots of tings wanna sae bt dun tink i shld sae... tings are nt going as well as planned... i am nt doing as well as expected... or perhaps i am jux thrash... can be done w/h....

its very irritating... super.... maybe i am too bossy... maybe my character sux... i tink its jux enough... lets do wtever everibodi wans ba... hahax... aniwae... its jux another OCP ... its jux another ting tt they had no interest in... slacking ard.. nt being serious... so rather then being outcaste by them.. why nt jux hack.... cant take it... its driving me nuts... lets jux get it done and over wif.... damm it....