tis semester is really a difficult one.... its challenging and taxing....

a 5cu subject and i am teamed up wif wj and a useless guy NT FRM MY CLASS.... ok he maybe not as wt i described bt defitnely cant help much.... just hope he wont drag me and wj down... tis is my last yr and those whom knw me.. i reali wan to achieve and score DAMM DAMM well... but..... no comments....

i want to go for OSIP... bt due to certain factors.. my mum dun allow... i hate being a mummy boy... i hate being taken so good care by her.. i knw she love me.. but she does nt knw tt her son wants to learn... wants to see the world... want to achieve someting BIGGER than wt she hoped from me.... she may nt hv ani hopes for me to begin with.. since i am the odd one from the family ever since secondary sch... due to bad influence to religious reasons... they jux gave up hope on me ever since then.. and i have given up hope of them ever since then too.....

and sch reopen had nt been veri enjoyable for me... due to several reasons... bt 2 events reali made mi damm damm hapi and glad... firstly, finally FINALLY FINALLY wtever tt i had done has been recongized and appericated... tt is the most MOST MOST sastifying response i can hv... thank you jun wei ......... and good job.......... maybe ppl jux take it for granted tt i hv to do certain tings.. ITS MY JOB to do so... and I AM CAPABLE OF DOING IT... but... who knws i hate doing those tings.. i'm doing it as a favor... bt no thank you... no good job... just being taken for granted and sometimes nt even a bye bye... so thank God tt when i need assurance he gave it to me.. and there's a saying..

Good tings comes in pair....

well... fair enough for my case... its an achievement tt i've been working damm hard towards.. and i thought i do not stand a chance in it... but alas... i got the letter...and i'm in... well.. i seriously do not knw hw i am capable of doing so but... it just means tt i've to keep working hard and no slacking... even w/h shaun in my teams... i must produce standards akin to when he is guiding me along... well.. glory and honor to Him....

thank God =)